Saturday, November 28, 2020

Purgatory

We are slowly climbing out of the Valley of Covid here. Dean tested positive last Tuesday, and although my first test was negative, I got re-tested a few days ago and got the positive call yesterday (no surprise since I've had symptoms all along). I'd say I'm about three days behind him. If anybody tries to tell you that this virus is just a hoax made up by (whoever— who would make this up?), you can use us as examples. This isn't the sickest I've ever been—that would be the time in my twenties when I had the flu so bad that my temp climbed to 104 and I started hallucinating. But it is still pretty miserable. And it is definitely way worse than a cold. 

I've been thinking about the boredom of illness. When you feel ok, you can get absorbed in a book or a movie and before you know it, an hour has gone by. When you're achy and tired and have a sore throat, time crawls. It feels like I've been sick for weeks. 

Enough whining. I'm not nearly sick enough to go to the hospital so I'm grateful for that. Dean's quarantine ended at midnight last night and I hope I will be done soon. 

Wear a mask. Watch your distance. Wash your hands. (Repeat ad lib)

Wednesday, November 4, 2020

Give me love, give me love, give me peace on earth

Give me love, give me love, give me peace on earth
Give me light, give me life, keep me free from birth
Give me hope, help me cope, with this heavy load
Trying to touch and reach you with heart and soul

That's all. Have been feeling unaccountably nostalgic for the 70s-- things probably weren't any less complicated, it just seemed that way since I was a teenager and unaware of anything that didn't involve me. Hang in there. I want to say something cheerful like Things will get better! but honestly at this point I'm not sure they will. I just know we're all here and we're all getting through however we can. And George Harrison helps. 

Also Three Dog Night.

Everyone is helpful
Everyone is kind
On the road to Shambala
Everyone is lucky
Everyone is so kind
On the road to Shambala

(youtube version of Shambala, because who doesn't need that today)
(and omg their shoes)

(also youtube version of Give me Love)

And you know what else helps? Knowing that most of my readers will totally get this post. Love you all.